daaamn it feels good to be a gangster

i absolutely love this picutre! it probly one of my favorites

 Josh, Chris and Dylan




im bored <33 :-/

FUCK SCHOOL


its so lame i hate it and i never want to go again, yes i have atleast one good person in each of my classes but arg ive only gone two freeking days(and i was drunk one of them) and ive fallen alseep both of them how do you do that?! its so freeking boring i cant do it anymore! >:-| ARG, SCREW IT!!


i have...
art with rachL, Jugs, Tokes-alot and Brit
algebra with Jillian Nick Jeremy and Justine
history with Q, jugs and court
and gym/health with rachL and josh

woop dee friggen do

Oh So Emo...

yeah im finally home from all the vacations the week with rachel in the tin can was fun boring at times but i love rachel and her stupid family now i know were she really gets it :) gosh..

and then my 2 weeks in the cape.. boring but fun at times.. the second week was alot better cuz andrea accompanied me and kept me company :) jeez i love her too and the dumb bitch was suposed to come too but nooo she never talked to rick.. but whatever thats jill.. and i love her

um.. as soon as i got home from cape i jumped right back into field hockey..so fucking shitty mon-wed i have this gay ass field hockey camp from 9-3 and its an hour away :( and then we start tryouts at midnight on wednesday.. :( im so scared..

wish me luck <3

im leaving Friday to spend a week with Rachel and all her lovely family in Maine oh boy its gunna be so fun we have some biiig plans haha



call me / us when I / we are gone
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I LOVE YOU NAZI!!

i havent updated this piece of shit in so long so i decided to give rachel something to read

this wednesday was my last fireld hockey summer league shit

softball is still rollin hot damn that shit never stops!! but i get to see rachel all the time cuz of it;-)<3

um.. today is my brothers 21st birthday!! im so lucky hem..last night was his party. boy were we shitfaced.. alright we drank.. 3 6 packs and 2 12 packs a bottle of jim beam (nastiest shit ever!!!) and there was only 4 people bahaha um.. yea after we opened the jimmy beam it was all downhill after my brothers first double shot he puked twice and my dog fucking ate it then.. he fell asleep in his car twice.. then we finished up all the beer and shit put my broher to bed and send his friends home drunk at 3 in the morning and let one crash in my bed ... then i woke up at lovely noon cuz of my brother he jumped on the bed and starting cuddling me all happy that hes 21 and he told me that he had a rough night and he had pissed the bed and i didnt believe him so when we all actually got up i saw his gf and she was like he fucking peed on me last night all over my fucking pants lol it was the funniest shit ever!!! ahh!!



hem what else is new i hung out with jill and andrea this weekend first tme since the oakham fair:) god i love those two
oh and rachel i love rachel our trips to cumbys you trying to ride a bike without brakes haha getting barked at and honked at haha funny shit

haha my rents are still gone but they are comming home tomorrow night=(nothing special all week oh well i had a whoooole week without them! jill slept over on wednesday and thursday and all we did was smoke and then andrea and jill are sleeping over tonight and sunday and all we're gunna do is smoke til we run out=) and on sunday night we are going to the greenday show yay

well since rachel put me in hers i should put her in mine.. i love you elvis i love you you make me numb and tingly haha : )

well im gunna go wait for jill and andrea to get here :) then smokkeeee

MY RENTS ARE GONE THE WHOOOLE WEEK



kick fucking ass

crap on dogs0011: I love you...I just want you to know, no matter how many times we get into arguments and I say I'm leaving you, it's all a lie. I love you and I'll never leave you.



Rachel i love you too =]


Life= Softball.. nothing more...

Happy 4:20 everyone        o.0  :)

2 days... KICK-FUCKING-ASS

mmm i cant wait..

April Vacation has start and start shitty ... oh joy

Friday-came home after softball and did nothing =/

Saturday- did yard work and showered then jordan jill and andrea came and picked me up then we hung out on jills roof all afternoon then i smoked a bowl with andrea then she had to go home then me and jill smoked 3? gravtiy bowls then one with jordan and one together lol we were so high then we watched van helsing

Sunday-me and jill waked and baked then we got dressed and went up to the stedmans and rode around on jeremys dirtbike and then jills mom brought me to softball practice then i came home and got told my mom broke her arm and was in the hospital and wouldnt be home for awhile so i smoked


and now im tired and i dont want to go to school then softball tomorrow atleast i have a huuuge bowl packed for tomorrow morning =]








<3

its friday night woot! ill update when the weekend is overrrr



i wonder?

im really only updating this cuz my sweetcheeks told me too lol i know you worship it lol everyone does its funny =]

um.. softball and school has taking up most of my life... i just want to play some god damn games and stop practicing on a swampy field hockey field and it pisses me off how cricket is always making fun of me about something... idk...=/

i dont really have much else to say...


elvis im going to name all the songs we sing

•              I wanna be loved by you!
•              I'm too sexy for my shirt
•             I've been dying in ya arms tonight

i cant really think of any others right now even tho i know theres more lol love you babe



I love you

softball has such a crazy fucking schedule.. sometimes 5-8 sometimes 2-4 or 2-5 normally goes a half hour over..

i got my lucky SB number 34...
-this weekend im going to the cape for a New Bedford tournement with varsity and im one of the two jvs that Kano asked to go... im so syked =] ( i never know how to spell it??=/ )

im in some shit with my mom right now Mrs.C wrote me up for misconduct in class which is 3 demeritsshe also called mi madre and now i have 21 demerits and if i get 3 more i have 2 days out of school suspension fuck the pos man i hate school!

grades closed today
i got like a 60 something in spanish
hopefully a 70 something in science
87 in art =]
and a 83 in algebra i suck!!!!!!

still nothing good to say but idk so here you go..

ive had softball tryouts mon-wed at 5-8 andim sore tired and really frustrated  i made jv which is good i guess but idk...



RachL/Elvis--since i know you read this thing and worship it =P i just wanted you to know i love you and i know things havent been so nice for you lately but i hope things get better cuz i hate seeing you cry and be upset i know bagels cant fix everything but they should cuz theres always a brightside =/ (backround music) *i wanna be loved be you* ;-) grrr i love you so much and im never going to let you go youll always be mine =]!!! smile babe


i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i should update but i got nothing good to say...




Put the weight on my shoulders
And the pain in my heart
Tie the knots in my stomach and you'll let it tear me apart.
So tear me apart.
So I could be everything you need             ='[

Like usual i dont got much to say.....

This weekend was more fun than i expected i saw Iver and Inga and the Treez and we all smoked and shit it was fun
Today we got out at 10:30 and i was high during school then i went over jills and smoked and then just hung out with her and andrea until like 6 now im home, dads drunk, moms freeking out and im pissed off!! what a life woot friggen woot

This weekend should be fun tho
       -Moms going to NJ the whole time.. Going to andres on friday!! Softball on sat. and sun.=/ but haning out with mike on sunday too

other than that i dont really know whats going on....







I thought you had me forever.
But Im sure you thought the same about me.
And Im sorry, so sorry.

Winters come early this year.
Like a bird in the rain, I've tortured my everything.

The rain falls, and I never meant to leave you standing.                                        ='[

well...
my moms not too mad about the inhouse cuz my daddy told her and i told him if i told her she'd freak out and not listen to me and he understood so we thought itd be better if he told her =]  im just not suposed to be online for a few nights and thats fine and its reasonable so woot woot

I hope this weekend i can still sleep over Andrea's on friday and maybe get drunkkkk ;-) and hopefully hang out with Nate? maybe? lol

today i did nothing woke up at 9:30ish shoveled watched without a paddle and harold and kumar go to white castle [they werent that funny but they both had my sweet, sweet ganja in it ;-) lol] then i did chores and tooke a shower then took a nap and im I got my progress report in the mail today i was scared to open it but i managed...

               Progress Report
Math- 87%   ( woot friggen woot )
Spanish- 76% and i still have to pass in work( meh its alright )
Science- 70% and i still owe work from being sick ( should be better and ill work on it )
Art 1- 74% (  i get 90's or above on all my projects so it doesn make sense? but ill bring it up )


my moms knows about all of them i just hope she doesnt get mad about them cuz the inhouse might make her get pissy you never know with that crazy bitch =/ lol











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